Worn out.

I feel winded after that.
I didn't even bother to rinse. Whore.

I didn't eat that much:
Hot Cheetos
Big Texas Cinammon Roll
Snickers
Soda
Some shit I made with Phyllo dough, cream cheese, green onions, and some other crap..
[Considering I can go to 9000+, this is indeed a light binge.]

I'm just tired now, but I know I won't sleep. Maybe in 2-4 hours.
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I wanted to see Len tonight since he'll be gone soon. He's been with all his other friends the past three weeks, so I felt I'd never get a chance.
Yesterday he said I could if he was home. Tonight he just flat out chose a video game rather than deal with me for an hour or so.

Insert sad/insecure thoughts, and this b/p session.
Still sad. Very much insecure. Not at all sure how to feel better.

Starting the fast in 16 minutes. Goal: 90 hours...for now.