Numb.

I seem to have a growing interest in trance/techno music nowadays. The only thing I can seem to play anymore is something distorted and fluid.

It helps when you don't want to think of anything at all...like shitty friends and an even shittier body.
"Just escape...sleep...nothing else matters, so just drift away."

I dunno what else to say tonight. I asked Len if we were really friends (I know he's awake, he almost never sleeps).

He didn't answer.

I felt pretty horrid, then that fell away into apathy. I knew this moment was coming.
I know I was already in the middle of a fast, but I want to go on water now. 72 hours is the goal.
[.5/72, lol]