Here again.

It's been so long since I last visited Blogger, it's ridiculous. About a year, I believe.

Since then:
-My nanny died. I almost cried just typing that; I still convince myself she's on a cruise somewhere. It'll be three months passed on the 14th.
-I've lost only a marginal amount of weight.
-I've been officially diagnosed with bulimia nervosa. However, since I was 18 at the time, nothing could be forced on me.
-I've reconnected with a male friend of mine (we'll call him Len), started to crush on him, and have had ups and downs over the past four months of friendship...he's leaving for a town 300 miles away on Saturday.

That's about all I can recall.

Why am I back? That's easy: I read a few blogs on here and figured it'd be easier to keep tabs by following them as opposed to just stalking anonymously. There are probably other reasons but that is the most logical, I suppose.
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The past few weeks or so I've been eating semi-regularly and keeping more and more of it down. I'm not gaining at all, but the ED tells me I'm growing rolls of fat.

I've decided I'll start fasting at 3. Why three?
I've got to 'get rid' of the food I planned to eat later today.

Nothing like a good puking session at 2AM :/...sorry, sarcastic moment of the night is done.